33!

It's my birthday today. I don't know how to feel. I am grateful for many things I have in my life, friends, family, love. There are many things that I wish for. I am determined to make those things happen. This was a huge milestone for me having a child but I have decided to stop putting benchmarks on it all. If I have learned anything it is that this whole journey is unpredictable. So I will treat today as a blessing as with everyday with thier ups and downs and be grateful. I know I am to be a mommy. I truly feel that way. SO this year, I am going with my gut.