April 28, 2009

Not feeling so hot or hopeful today

I woke up feeling poopy today and really sad. I can't explain it but I can't seem to shake it. Maybe this is the prometrium or leftover hormones but I just don't want to feel this way. My husband is so good cause he being optimistic but I hate that the cramping I have been feeling just feels like failure.

A week from today I will know for sure. I hate this. I hate waiting. I hate crying in the corner so no one will know and then putting on a brave face.

Tomorrow I will try harder. Ijust really want this to work.

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